Angry

I’m angry at myself today!

I’ve been honestly doing SO well these past 5 weeks, food is my weak point still but I’m trying to really improve on it and have planned to make that my focus this next week so that I can get into a good routine with that.

The reason I am so mad at myself today is because I left myself PURCHASE and EAT two handfuls of chocolate and an ENTIRE bag of chips! I need to get out of the mindset that the weekend is a free-for-all and when my daughter goes to her dad’s I don’t get to hold up in my room and do nothing and eat. My daughter and I are like the best of friends so when she goes out without me I am legit lost at what I should be doing…I need to start making those times productive.

I’ve been having some hard times outside of the fitness realm so I think that may also have spurred on my terrible decision today. Yes I’m kind of beating myself up about it but I need that tough love on this stuff because I have goals and I don’t want to keep standing in my own way.

A bit of a negative post today but sometimes there is negativity along the way, no reason to give up, I’ll just learn my lessons from my mistake and continue on to victory!

Trying to stay positive amongst the negative,
-Megan

Still going!

I haven’t posted in a lil while but I’m still going strong…even a little stronger than I was!

I’m almost at the end of C25K, next Wednesday or Thursday is my last day (this past Monday rained me out so I can’t remember which day is added on). I also started the 30 day shred…again. My bestie and I were talking about it cause she’s tried it too and we both have never finished it, so we decided to do it long distantly together but I’m 3 days in and I think I’m alone in it…

I don’t really mind doing it alone, I had to restart again sometime and this just gave me that push. Also I’ve been looking on Pinterest at all the gorgeous clothing and accessories I want soooo more exercise can only get me there quicker!

I’m trying to put together a “Slim down for September” plan for myself, I am trying to be realistic with it meaning I won’t be getting to my ultimate goal weight by September but I will be done 60% of my journey by then. Running and the 30 day shred are in right now but I really want to work in some more exercise and better eating as well.

I so badly want to reach my goals that I am really willing to put in the work…I want to see those sweet results!

I hope everyone is making progress towards their goals too,
-Megan