I’m angry at myself today!
I’ve been honestly doing SO well these past 5 weeks, food is my weak point still but I’m trying to really improve on it and have planned to make that my focus this next week so that I can get into a good routine with that.
The reason I am so mad at myself today is because I left myself PURCHASE and EAT two handfuls of chocolate and an ENTIRE bag of chips! I need to get out of the mindset that the weekend is a free-for-all and when my daughter goes to her dad’s I don’t get to hold up in my room and do nothing and eat. My daughter and I are like the best of friends so when she goes out without me I am legit lost at what I should be doing…I need to start making those times productive.
I’ve been having some hard times outside of the fitness realm so I think that may also have spurred on my terrible decision today. Yes I’m kind of beating myself up about it but I need that tough love on this stuff because I have goals and I don’t want to keep standing in my own way.
A bit of a negative post today but sometimes there is negativity along the way, no reason to give up, I’ll just learn my lessons from my mistake and continue on to victory!
Trying to stay positive amongst the negative,
-Megan